Monday, January 10, 2011

this dream i keep having

this wave is towering over me

i start to swim away

but then i stop

stop and feel calm

i turn around and gaze

terrifyingly lovely


Your beauty

I want to see the beauty you see
The beauty that ravishes your heart
Cleanse my eyes of the lies of this world
And break through all my insecurities
They no longer have a hold of me
For my identity is in you
You captivate my heart
And I stand in awe of your loveliness

I want to be overflowed
With the thick aroma of your presence
The beautiful fragrance of a rose
The colorful petal that falls on dirt
With all that I am
I want to be your lily
The unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit

eden

Staring off in a gaze, i hear the chatter of celebrities exposed lives and boredom stares at me. Laughing; saying I'm a fool. I stare back and say, "I'm not made for this world."

My eyes catch a reflection of light off my glass; the chatter rolls on of financial problems and the world stares at me. Telling me I;m dumb. I stare back and say, "I'm not made for you."

What people have made you to be is not who you are world, so why listen to those who fill your mind with insecurities? World, I have seen you change. Where have you gone?

Why do I have to search for your beauty; traveling miles to see you? I trespass to taste your loveliness and see what God has created you to be.

I close my eyes; riding in the elevator of my mind; diving in the floors of Eden. God rests here, in my garden. I dance around Him, falling more and more in love.

Nothing can stop me; I know my place and its out of this world. i know my beauty and it's His love. A love that I was made for; a love that will last beyond time.

starlight

walking through the field of stars
picking them up one by one
my handful warm and soft

i cup my hands
as rays of light shoot
through my fingers

i spin around
throwing them in the air
like feathers they fall

i dance around until i lay
in fields of starlight
never grey

a touch of a butterfly
and colors spin
with the wind

i am incandescently happy
surrounded by
the twinkles in my eye

The Celebration Wedding - by Bradley Hathaway

This is for the ones whose hope is falling
And you no longer hear your savior's calling.

This is for the ones whoes backs are turning
And that passion-filled heart you once had has stopped burning.

This is for the ones abandoned.
Now all alone with no solace
and you think you're stranded.

This is for you empty, by life branded,
That had a vision that took leap, but it never landed.

This is for the ones who are plagued.
By those mysteries of life.
And you feel torn inside
by this mind of spirit and strife.

This is for the ones whoes desire to do good is always outweighed
and you don't do as you should.

This is for the ones who mistakes are too many to count
and the guilt on your chest just continues to mount.

This is for the ones who have been done wrong by sins.
At the corrupted hands of perverted men.

Hold on.
HOLD ON!

Because soon will come the Celebration Wedding
and bundles of restoration will be our bedding.

Soon will come the Celebration Wedding
and bundles of restoration will be our bedding.

The trumpeter is taking a breath
The guests are taking their seats.
The Bride is putting on a veil.
The Father is making last-minute preparations.

There's Thousands Times Ten Thousand
angels waiting in holy expectation.

The readied groom is readied.

Soon will come the Celebration Wedding

If you are hurting, your hurt will cease.
If you are restless, you will find peace.
If you are empty, You will be filled.
All of these doubts, they'll be stilled.

If life for you is just to trying, Your tears will be dissipate.
There won't be anymore crying.
If the only thing you know is shame, you will be cleansed
and never again feel the same.

If you can't see straight.

foucus.
persevere.
And wait...

Soon will come the Celebration Wedding
and bundles of restoration will be our bedding.

LOVE LOVE LOVE!

"The times when i feel nothing yet choose to believe in his heart and His love.... these undo the heart of the God of Heaven. On the days when every accusation lurks over my head and all the voices of condemnation join forces against me, my weak heart overcomes Him as I choose to believe what presently seems and absurdity... that God is for me and that my prayer, though weak, is wisdom. These are the days He holds precious. Oh how they move His heart." -deep unto deep by Dana Candler-

discipline is needed.... we all know its hard.... but as matisyahu puts it... "you've got one moment in time for life to shine to shine burn away the darkness " and to do this all with out seeing... all with faith... moves his heart and his perfect love pours on us... all we have to do is open our hearts to see and allow his love to overflow our bodies.

discipline... faith... open heart... LOVE!!

WE ARE CHILDREN OF THE PERFECT LOVER.... THE GOD OF ALL CREATION.... WE WERE MADE FOR HIS GLORY.

love love love!


being

watch me as i fall into my world
escaping to my elated feeling
where i grasp the impossible
and fall further from the possible


words seep through my mouth
as i explore a never ending beauty
i catch the words with my hands
and they dissapear with my tears


running not waiting
being something
to everything
loving


hearing love
seeing love
breathing love
being love


i am crazier, yet wiser
some times glowing brighter
soaked with heavy thoughts
boredom always stopped


confusion seems to dissapate
as i run towards
my living
breathing
lovely
magnificent obsession